The Human Conundrum

Name: Katelyn

Age: 18

State: North Kakalakey

Relationship Stat: Single

Sexuality: Straight

Random fact: I'm allergic to Blue Cheese, Powerade, and Tylonal

Clint: “How did you know I was here, anyway?”
Wade: “I may or may not silently watch Stark Tower through the windows with binoculars and have listening devices installed in every room. But that’s off topic.”


Beautiful and perfect.

(Source: my-common-sense-is-tingling)

I understand what Stefan and Elena have. They do have a connection and I have no doubt that Elena does love him, you can see it. To be honest if every DE shipper would open their eyes they could see it too but it is different.
  The love that Stefan and Elena have for each other is completely different then the love Damon and Elena have for each other.    Stefan is the safe option, not because he is safe to be around but because she already knows almost all there is to know about him. She knows that he will allow her to make her own choices, and she likes that. No, she loves that because she is independant. Elena knows that Stefan will be there no matter what because the level of pure devotion he has for her is astonishing. In it’s own way it is beautiful and tragic. He was there when she needed someone to help put her together and she is thankful for that, hell even Damon is thankful for that. Without Stefan Elena would not be the Elena we all know and love.
   Damon and Elena on the other hand, it is wild and burning. Rose said it best, he is either the best thing for her or the worst. Elena knows Damon doesn’t do anything half heartedly. She knows that he loves her with everything he has in him and that scares her because that kind of love she hasn’t seen before. This is the kind of love that most people don’t tell their children in bedtime stories.   He lets her make her own choices for the most part but he refuses to let her put herself in danger. He loves her so much that he’d rather her hate him then let her die.    Just looking at the way they look at each other, how the interact it is all building up. The kisses, however beautiful they were, are nothing compared to what is building between them.
  The love she has for the brothers is as different as they are. The truth is that no matter how brave Elena has gotten she fears what Damon is capable of doing to her heart. She can stand up to hybrids, originals, witches, and high school but Damon is a completely different story. He is not black and white like everything else she faces he is all different shades of grey. He is the unknown, an adventure, and a promise.
   None of us can truely and honestly say she loves one more than she loves the other. I personally think she loves them both nearly equally but for different reasons. They say you don’t stop loving somebody you simply start loving someone else.    She loved Stefan first but in the end what he offers won’t be enough. I have no doubt if she did choose him she’d stay because that is how Elena is but she wouldn’t be happy. Not the kind of happiness Damon gives her. Stefan knows that and if he is as good as all the SE people say he is then he should love her enough to let her go. To let her be happy and free whether it is with his brother or not is a different matter.

I understand what Stefan and Elena have. They do have a connection and I have no doubt that Elena does love him, you can see it. To be honest if every DE shipper would open their eyes they could see it too but it is different.

  The love that Stefan and Elena have for each other is completely different then the love Damon and Elena have for each other. 
   Stefan is the safe option, not because he is safe to be around but because she already knows almost all there is to know about him. She knows that he will allow her to make her own choices, and she likes that. No, she loves that because she is independant. Elena knows that Stefan will be there no matter what because the level of pure devotion he has for her is astonishing. In it’s own way it is beautiful and tragic. He was there when she needed someone to help put her together and she is thankful for that, hell even Damon is thankful for that. Without Stefan Elena would not be the Elena we all know and love.

   Damon and Elena on the other hand, it is wild and burning. Rose said it best, he is either the best thing for her or the worst. Elena knows Damon doesn’t do anything half heartedly. She knows that he loves her with everything he has in him and that scares her because that kind of love she hasn’t seen before. This is the kind of love that most people don’t tell their children in bedtime stories.
  He lets her make her own choices for the most part but he refuses to let her put herself in danger. He loves her so much that he’d rather her hate him then let her die. 
   Just looking at the way they look at each other, how the interact it is all building up. The kisses, however beautiful they were, are nothing compared to what is building between them.

  The love she has for the brothers is as different as they are. The truth is that no matter how brave Elena has gotten she fears what Damon is capable of doing to her heart. She can stand up to hybrids, originals, witches, and high school but Damon is a completely different story. He is not black and white like everything else she faces he is all different shades of grey. He is the unknown, an adventure, and a promise.

   None of us can truely and honestly say she loves one more than she loves the other. I personally think she loves them both nearly equally but for different reasons. They say you don’t stop loving somebody you simply start loving someone else. 
   She loved Stefan first but in the end what he offers won’t be enough. I have no doubt if she did choose him she’d stay because that is how Elena is but she wouldn’t be happy. Not the kind of happiness Damon gives her. Stefan knows that and if he is as good as all the SE people say he is then he should love her enough to let her go. To let her be happy and free whether it is with his brother or not is a different matter.

I just got around to watching the last two episodes of TVD.

  I knew what was going to happen, read all the tags knew that Stefan was the winner of this season. I knew Ric was going to be evil vampire vampire hunter and that he was going to die.
  I knew that there would be millions upon millions of feels and yet it still got me. I was fighting off tears from the second Klaus grabbed Caroline and told her she was safe, because that proves that he does in fact love her or at the very least feels something for her.

  Then there was the scene where Rebekah was wailing at the top of her lungs that her brother, Nic had died. She lost another piece of her family. Her mother, father, Kol, Finn, her mother again, and now Nic.

  Damon, beautiful imperfect Damon held her up and let her run even though he was positive that he was over. He could have let her been killed, kept another Original off of Elena’s tail but he let her go.

   Elena’s face when Elijah explained that he wanted Klaus back because he is his brother and they stay together.

   The flashback between her and Damon, the way she looked at him back then. The way that he realized right from the beginning that there was something different about her.

   The pain and desperation in Damon’s voice as he clutched the dying Alaric because he knew what it meant. The woman he loved(s) is dead. The sheer barely restrained emotions that played on his features when he demanded where Elena’s body was. Then the horror and hope that clashed when he realized what Dr. Fell did. That she sentenced Elena to an eternal life, a life he knew she didn’t want.

  Of course I can’t forget the tear that dropped when I saw Stefan’s face as he stood above Elena. The tears and emotion and everything about him at that moment made me want Elena to wake up right then so he would stop looking like that.

   Then that moment where I realized that Elena is going to remember that first fateful moment when she met Damon and Damon told her exactly what she wanted. The way she realized at that moment that what this stranger was saying was true. That she is going to remember that he made her forget that he had brought that to her attention.

   She is going to remember Damon’s heart breaking confession of love all those episodes ago. The way that he selflessly made her forget so she could continue to love the “good” brother without feeling conflicted or anymore so than she already was.

  Fuck you Vampire Diaries, fuck you for making us wait. For making us hold on to those heart renching memories.

Please, please, please, please tell me that I am not the only one who has recently looked up the hopeful release date of Avengers and was pleasantly surprised by the fact that they are repeating a slow build up to the sequel.

  I literally fought back a squee of glee and it takes a lot for me to squee. It sounds so amazing how they are setting it all up again.

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inspirationization asked: and remember there was a scene that they were using monkey as references, and Captain America said he understands that. Then the scene focus on a guy who was playing video game on his computer during work, lmao!!!

I know right, Captain slapped his hands together and was all like “I GET THAT.” “I understand that refrence.” 

   That guy playing the video game was funny, especially since he was surronded by all the high tech crap and he was playing an arcade game from at least the 90’s.

inspirationization asked: my word for avengers is: Epic! :D beside all the super awesome fighting scenes, I also love the humors so much. So funny!

That scene between Hulk and Loki when Loki was yelling stop and that he wouldn’t be bullied then all of a sudden Hulk is flinging him all over the place. “Puny God.” I believe he said.

I need someone to talk about The Avengers with T~T

brainy-is-thenew-sexy:

My friend, who I usually talk about whatever, has asked me not to, because of spoilers… ANYONE at all, recently watched Iron Man 2, Thor and Captain America to the very end of the credits, too? I just… ajshdfief I need someone to talk to, about these stuff.

I saw the movie up until the last scene in the middle of the end credits and then drove home blaring music that could only described as ‘Avengers’ Music. Sooo, if you wanna gush over it, I am game.

(Source: brainy-is-thenew-loki)

Pardon me a moment while I orgasm over the epic-ness that is Avengers.

   The story. The beautiful, beautiful, beautiful story. It was just amazing. The people, the pretty pretty awesome strong amazing sexy people.

  I want to rant so BADLY about this movie and share with you in detail excrutating detail about the kick ass adventure of the Avengers. The wit and style of Stark. The honor and courage of Steve. The silent (and not so silent) rebellion of Clint and Tasha. The bold and protective nature of the Thor. The just plain awesome rage of the Hulk, the secret that Banner has.

   I want to share with you the story of how they pull together. The bond of respect and brotherhood that grows between them. How it grows in front of us.

  Alas, I cannot because I do NOT want to ruin the epicness of it all for any of you that may read this. Take me at my word, it is an epic movie, an awesome thriller, and I feel like it sticks true to who each of them are. I feel it does in fact show the Avengers’ story as it should be seen.

  The eye candy in it didn’t hurt either. Beautiful. Mm.. Stark, Cap, Clint, Thor. God to mighty knows. agjkljgkljgkljg

I am a little behind nearly everbody else when it comes to this show. Considering I am only on episode 8 of season 1. Yet I already find myself picking favorites, sides, and pairings. Like always most of my pairings are weird and I will not share them until I can see how the rest of the episodes will turn out. Well on second thought I will share a few.

  I have decided I will stand by House of Stark until the very end which seems to promise to be brutal. I also side with the Direwolves because they are honestly badass for animals.

    Two of them have already saved a child of Stark, and another has threatened a man/boy for Jon without a seconds hesitation. I can admit I teared up a little at Lady’s death and at Arya having to release her own wolf into the wild. I honestly hope the two will be reunited.

   Ned and Catelyn will forever be my favorite pairing. They were just meant to be together. (Even if I think Lady Stark could have been nicer and more understanding towards Lord Snow.)

  Jorah and Dany belong together. A blind person would be able to see that. Unfortunatly this will probably end up being one of those ships that you will silently weep over. I have this horrible feeling Jorah will probably end up dying for Dany. I really don’t want Jorah to die he seems like a good man.

  Arya is probably the most badass female in the series at this current moment. She would be a good canidate to sit on the Iron Throne. However I believe Bran above nearly everyone should get that honor/burden. He would make an extrodinary King.

  Tyrion seems to be the most clever person so far. Clever and surprisingly loyal. There is a lot of potential there right alongside of his brother.

  Speaking of which, an unpopular opinion may be that Jaime could be a good person if given a proper chance. If you could take his sister’s influence away and free him of several burdens I feel like he could be a good person, a loyal person.

   Eddard Stark is among my three favorites. Even though he is basically sentenced to death now I love him. Sean playing him might have influenced that just a tad bit. However I feel like he is the ultimate man. Loyal, honorable, couragous, loving, need I go on?

Anyway enough of my little speech-y thing for tonight. It’s nearly six am and I probably am not making much sense.

The internet is shut down FOREVER! Find out what you'll do without it...

thecivilstate:

natebuzaholic:

It has been a year since the internet’s demise… Josh can no longer recall the past.

It has been a year since the internet’s demise… Iris Stone now draws webpages from memory.

It has been a year since the internet’s demise… Katelyn Mayo is now creating teleportation tech.  (I think I sound a little bit like mr. Stark.)

(Source: jomoswhore)

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